Super hot in Singapore

It's really hot last few days averaging 29deg at night.. Not much modeling work done except sanding down the air filter. Nowadays when I do modeling, it's to enjoy the process and to 'get that model I saw in the book'. My motivation has been encouragement from my fellow modellers and self actualization. In the past I did work towards a competition and hope to win big, but seeing how many powerful modellers and their works I was greatly humbled at my amateur works. It became too stressful and not enjoyable anymore. So, I just want to enjoy the hobby and get the kits to display at home! What's your motivation in modeling?